The moment you hurt me

an imaginary letter

It's hurt to hear what you've just said.
Like a thunder in a bright sunny day..
It's shocking..
I was taken a back for quite a while

You are the one who made me touched the sky
You are the one who shows me the blooming flowers

It's like a touch in my shoulder..
soft, gentle yet awaken me..
that there's nothing in this world could immortally last forever..

Don't take me for granted..
I am here cos I want to
No body forced me, not even you..
Now I am trying to leave any hurt I got from you
Leave the pain that bugged me most of the time when i am thinking of you, yeah..
Earlier it was a beautiful feelings I sensed when thinking of you..
But why now it's only a sadness whenever i think about you?

It turns me numb..
Literally..
Just after the moment you hurt me..