LEBEN = NEBEL

setelah mendengar curahan hati seorang sahabat..aku buat tulisan ini

When I saw my reflection on the mirror, I see a woman with full of fear.

Ketika malam bertukar dengan pagi, bukan mentari yang kutatap.
Entah karena awan hitam yang selalu menyelimuti mata dan hatiku, tapi pagi ini aku seperti kehilangan asa.

Berada dalam penjara yang kubuat sendiri, seperti menggali kuburku sendiri.

Melihat ke masa – masa yang telah lalu
Aku seperti aku yang dahulu …
Tidak pernah siap menghadapi masalah
Tidak pernah bisa melewatkan waktu tanpa berpikir apa – apa..

“This is a highly cost relationship”
“We fought over a silly thing, that doesn't even existed!”
“What are you questioning?
“Well, until we met, none of us should have any expectation!”
said jungle boy.

Damn!!! You keep telling me about that word! No Expectation..
You’re the one who always need my understanding!!!
I was the one who always understand, every little thing that happen to you..
The girl yelled at the jungle boy

Yes I am down..Yes I am happy as well..
This is so ridiculous!!
We are both stubborn.
None of us would let each other win on every fuss we fight..

So, do you still have the feeling in me?
Go ask yourself…I am dying here to assure you that everything’s ok…nothing to be fussed about..

Cool..go follow where the time is taking you..
Hmmm...

30 October 2004
~kruger~