No Look Back and No Regret
Maybe I should forgive and let it all go away. Never look back and regret.
If there’s a ONE there would be a two and a three and many furthermore. I believe there will always be a second chance for everyone, but there’s thing that can’t be undo, it happens for reason…
On my first day at that peculiar place
I sat on a bench. This room is nearly hot. No vibe. Yeah I have to be patient, said my inner voice. Before me there’s a computer which hasn’t been connected with internet. (DOH!). I gazed all the room even starred at the ceiling. This is going to be my room for oversee my assignment.
A call from the boss.
Here, I try to adapt and welcome all the assignment with the open hands. On my way to his room I passed the other room, suddenly my inner voice said out loud “You don’t belong here!” I ignored. I walked straight a head, with my head fueled with many questions of faith. Would I stay on this company?
I entered the room. I didn’t know just how, but the sickening lurch knocked on my stomach out of the blue. I sat and listened. I put a pile of documents on my lap. Thought that my boss would give me any assignment, I prepared my notebook.
He started to talk. Instead of really listened to him, I observed the shape of his face. I once had seen this kind of type. Well, he wasn’t really “talking”. I absorbed his points. He talked about how should the promotion goes and what’s the corporate image to be positioned.
As I have been experienced before, the “hint” deliberately came across my mind. Just like a balloon of communication in a comic, I saw the signage! It’s red and contains many capitol letters structured a sentence, which said “THIS IS NOT YOUR PLACE”.
I blink my eyes twice. It’s gone. For a while!
Then it came again (the sign), while the boss busily talked about his plan, which I assume he didn’t know anything about that. Well, now the other sign came. It’s black box. It said, “LEAVE BEFORE YOU’RE GET RIDDED”
End of session.
I went back to my room. Met other office staffs. I look their aura as they smiled at me, black & gray.
So I returned in doubt. That place was so peculiar. But this is my first day.
A week has passed. Many plans to do. I literally encouraged myself to be more soulful in doing my job. I surrender myself to God, which I believe would lead me to the right path.
BIG BOOM
Apparently the so called boss has showed me his real ignorance. He questioned his own statement. Well actually I want to laugh out loud at it. But I hold my laugh as I nodded to every stupidity out of his mouth. I left his room with the strong decision. I am leaving this company! SOON!
This event has made me realized that my inner voice was right. I should packed my bag and leave this peculiar place as soon as possible. I began to know that there’s no rule hold the power in here. They treated people like a slave, as they seized all the labor’s right. Pity them, who fear for they power and consciously decided to stay on.
Well, money just can’t buy me. I have my own pride. Yes money can buy almost everything in this world. But for me I wasn’t easily given up to the money yet I wasn’t arrogantly saying that I don’t need money though. It’s just that I won’t let money crucify my faith and pride.
Well, one sentence to go:
“Mercy to the people who bestowed their faith to the power of money”
Egoistic versus empathy
A month a go (as far as I can recall) I asked my long distance friend to pick up some unique postcard for me. Well many told me that peeps in his current city are so creative in framing the art on to the paper and I want to have it. I told him that one of my acquaintances was planning to travel to his town. My acquaintance agreed to take all the postcards from my long distance friend and to be given me as soon as he got back home.
Then my friend has got back from the country my long distance friend lives. I asked him about my postcards. He replied in confuse, what postcard? Said my friend. Your long distance friend didn’t give me anything for you. What???? I am confused now.
I text him to ask about the postcard. You know what he replied? You didn’t remind me, did you? I answer: Many times. But that’s OK. That would be my first and last request of help from you. Thanks for everything.
Then I realized what’s the real meaning of a friend in need is a friend indeed. As far as I concerned, I never ask him to do me a favor. Never!!
This surely put me in the path where I could honestly asses all the moments that has been happened in my life.
Well, it’s easy when you said it all needs time. Don’t rush! And all the reason you served on my face won’t bring any change. I have firmly decided that I’ll put you on the box. I locked. I throw it away and never want to find the key. Vanished.
While I tried to forget all the stupidity, he called me. He questioned my text, and he thought that I was piss off. I laughed; I wasn’t piss off, what for? He insisted to pick some postcard for me. He also mentioned that everything needs time. Yeah, I knew it for sure that everything needs time, but I have the limit, as you were always did that to me back then. So we’re even.
Blah blah blah, we talked about something else. Regardless my ignorance, he started to request me to do something for him. Well, I smile instead. No way. There’s no way you could request me any favor any more. Hehehehhe
The distance has surely put a barrier between us, for sure he can’t see my face and for sure I don’t know what he felt now, will he feel sorry or not, doesn’t make me worry at all, or perhaps I could underlined the words of “I DON”T GIVE A DAMN ANY MORE”…have your way bro…
Well, perhaps you should learn the word “Empathy”, that really means something to the world…believe me, hehehehhe
~kruger~
If there’s a ONE there would be a two and a three and many furthermore. I believe there will always be a second chance for everyone, but there’s thing that can’t be undo, it happens for reason…
On my first day at that peculiar place
I sat on a bench. This room is nearly hot. No vibe. Yeah I have to be patient, said my inner voice. Before me there’s a computer which hasn’t been connected with internet. (DOH!). I gazed all the room even starred at the ceiling. This is going to be my room for oversee my assignment.
A call from the boss.
Here, I try to adapt and welcome all the assignment with the open hands. On my way to his room I passed the other room, suddenly my inner voice said out loud “You don’t belong here!” I ignored. I walked straight a head, with my head fueled with many questions of faith. Would I stay on this company?
I entered the room. I didn’t know just how, but the sickening lurch knocked on my stomach out of the blue. I sat and listened. I put a pile of documents on my lap. Thought that my boss would give me any assignment, I prepared my notebook.
He started to talk. Instead of really listened to him, I observed the shape of his face. I once had seen this kind of type. Well, he wasn’t really “talking”. I absorbed his points. He talked about how should the promotion goes and what’s the corporate image to be positioned.
As I have been experienced before, the “hint” deliberately came across my mind. Just like a balloon of communication in a comic, I saw the signage! It’s red and contains many capitol letters structured a sentence, which said “THIS IS NOT YOUR PLACE”.
I blink my eyes twice. It’s gone. For a while!
Then it came again (the sign), while the boss busily talked about his plan, which I assume he didn’t know anything about that. Well, now the other sign came. It’s black box. It said, “LEAVE BEFORE YOU’RE GET RIDDED”
End of session.
I went back to my room. Met other office staffs. I look their aura as they smiled at me, black & gray.
So I returned in doubt. That place was so peculiar. But this is my first day.
A week has passed. Many plans to do. I literally encouraged myself to be more soulful in doing my job. I surrender myself to God, which I believe would lead me to the right path.
BIG BOOM
Apparently the so called boss has showed me his real ignorance. He questioned his own statement. Well actually I want to laugh out loud at it. But I hold my laugh as I nodded to every stupidity out of his mouth. I left his room with the strong decision. I am leaving this company! SOON!
This event has made me realized that my inner voice was right. I should packed my bag and leave this peculiar place as soon as possible. I began to know that there’s no rule hold the power in here. They treated people like a slave, as they seized all the labor’s right. Pity them, who fear for they power and consciously decided to stay on.
Well, money just can’t buy me. I have my own pride. Yes money can buy almost everything in this world. But for me I wasn’t easily given up to the money yet I wasn’t arrogantly saying that I don’t need money though. It’s just that I won’t let money crucify my faith and pride.
Well, one sentence to go:
“Mercy to the people who bestowed their faith to the power of money”
Egoistic versus empathy
A month a go (as far as I can recall) I asked my long distance friend to pick up some unique postcard for me. Well many told me that peeps in his current city are so creative in framing the art on to the paper and I want to have it. I told him that one of my acquaintances was planning to travel to his town. My acquaintance agreed to take all the postcards from my long distance friend and to be given me as soon as he got back home.
Then my friend has got back from the country my long distance friend lives. I asked him about my postcards. He replied in confuse, what postcard? Said my friend. Your long distance friend didn’t give me anything for you. What???? I am confused now.
I text him to ask about the postcard. You know what he replied? You didn’t remind me, did you? I answer: Many times. But that’s OK. That would be my first and last request of help from you. Thanks for everything.
Then I realized what’s the real meaning of a friend in need is a friend indeed. As far as I concerned, I never ask him to do me a favor. Never!!
This surely put me in the path where I could honestly asses all the moments that has been happened in my life.
Well, it’s easy when you said it all needs time. Don’t rush! And all the reason you served on my face won’t bring any change. I have firmly decided that I’ll put you on the box. I locked. I throw it away and never want to find the key. Vanished.
While I tried to forget all the stupidity, he called me. He questioned my text, and he thought that I was piss off. I laughed; I wasn’t piss off, what for? He insisted to pick some postcard for me. He also mentioned that everything needs time. Yeah, I knew it for sure that everything needs time, but I have the limit, as you were always did that to me back then. So we’re even.
Blah blah blah, we talked about something else. Regardless my ignorance, he started to request me to do something for him. Well, I smile instead. No way. There’s no way you could request me any favor any more. Hehehehhe
The distance has surely put a barrier between us, for sure he can’t see my face and for sure I don’t know what he felt now, will he feel sorry or not, doesn’t make me worry at all, or perhaps I could underlined the words of “I DON”T GIVE A DAMN ANY MORE”…have your way bro…
Well, perhaps you should learn the word “Empathy”, that really means something to the world…believe me, hehehehhe
~kruger~
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