Picture this:
There’s a person who consider himself as my close friend. Couple days a go he asked me what’s my recent activity. I am telling him that I am contributing and developing creative on one of tv program. I also told him that it’s a reality show, which I have lots experiences in doing it.
You know what he said right after?
He said that it’s so mainstream not idealism instead. He said that he knew it just before I told him what tv program I am going to take a part.
Well, I didn’t agree with a “so called reality show back then. To me, the perception about reality show has out of my comprehension. Somehow, many reality shows are only collecting a bunch of normal people, humiliate them for our amusement. But, then I reckon, that this is the showbiz and entertainment world, where I am in. I have my own goals, that is to make a movie. But How would i know about the world i am going to live, if i don't live there? does it make sense to him? I doubt it!...To me, If I don’t agree with that, I must do something, right? Not just sit and criticizing or complaining instead?
To his opinion about mainstream, I certainly laughed at it. How can he say that I am in mainstream world and that I did nothing but to follow other? While now he’s doing music, which that’s what other did too for such a long time. He also had a delusion to be a part of music industry, which I consider as pop world or equals to mainstream world.
What beyond my comprehension was his motive. He knew exactly that I have been in Radio and TV industry for quite long, that if he wanted to criticize me, he should did that back then. When I said so, he replied with the defensive reaction, that I never told him that I did this stuff for such a long time. DOH!
With his cocky mind, I could only look at the sky and say mutely; what a hypocrite he is. He, His bunch of critics and his boastful are so nauseated.
I recalled his wish back then that he desired to spread his work of art in certain country and he fancy to exhibit his art to the people in there. Well, may I say that this guy is a mainstream as well? And that he didn’t realize, that he is now swimming in the sea of a mainstream world, where nothing’s genuine, and there would always be lots of probabilities?
Hmm, he surely doesn’t know me. And I certainly shouldn’t consider him as my friend any longer for he didn’t know much about me but he judged me instead! You know I was so hurt when he questions my faith in channeling my creativity. He acted like he was my GOD or someone important in my life. He certainly wasn’t. He’s just a weigh to every path he crossed. Pity him…
~kruger~
You know what he said right after?
He said that it’s so mainstream not idealism instead. He said that he knew it just before I told him what tv program I am going to take a part.
Well, I didn’t agree with a “so called reality show back then. To me, the perception about reality show has out of my comprehension. Somehow, many reality shows are only collecting a bunch of normal people, humiliate them for our amusement. But, then I reckon, that this is the showbiz and entertainment world, where I am in. I have my own goals, that is to make a movie. But How would i know about the world i am going to live, if i don't live there? does it make sense to him? I doubt it!...To me, If I don’t agree with that, I must do something, right? Not just sit and criticizing or complaining instead?
To his opinion about mainstream, I certainly laughed at it. How can he say that I am in mainstream world and that I did nothing but to follow other? While now he’s doing music, which that’s what other did too for such a long time. He also had a delusion to be a part of music industry, which I consider as pop world or equals to mainstream world.
What beyond my comprehension was his motive. He knew exactly that I have been in Radio and TV industry for quite long, that if he wanted to criticize me, he should did that back then. When I said so, he replied with the defensive reaction, that I never told him that I did this stuff for such a long time. DOH!
With his cocky mind, I could only look at the sky and say mutely; what a hypocrite he is. He, His bunch of critics and his boastful are so nauseated.
I recalled his wish back then that he desired to spread his work of art in certain country and he fancy to exhibit his art to the people in there. Well, may I say that this guy is a mainstream as well? And that he didn’t realize, that he is now swimming in the sea of a mainstream world, where nothing’s genuine, and there would always be lots of probabilities?
Hmm, he surely doesn’t know me. And I certainly shouldn’t consider him as my friend any longer for he didn’t know much about me but he judged me instead! You know I was so hurt when he questions my faith in channeling my creativity. He acted like he was my GOD or someone important in my life. He certainly wasn’t. He’s just a weigh to every path he crossed. Pity him…
~kruger~
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