Fear!!!

I have so much fear…
Fear to be left
Fear to be alone
Fear to be hurt

I have to assure myself, that there would be nothing happen, and that I’ll be okay if nothing’s left around me.

This is me..
I made so many mistake and still am
I don’t have to change any personality within me
That’s ego..if you could say about it
That’s me..
Take me as I am..

If you still doubt every little thing I did to you
Then you are certainly not for me..

Yet we haven’t touch our deepest heart
We haven’t seen each other mind
Things might be so much difficult to understand
All scattered..
Why? Cause we need more than we are doing now

Yes, you are right
You haven’t touch my skin
Yet so do I
As simply as what you ever describe me in your point of view

Don’t judge or find our relationship in doubt or in vain
It’s so vague..yes it is..
Barely hard to gather the picture
It’s silly..It’s cruel
It bring so much hurt..bring so much pain inside..


But we do have a love
We do have a faith, am I rite?
We believe that everything’s going to be okay..

Than move on
Gather our Faith
Fight our barrier..

Don’t stop!!
We have through all the barrier this far
We still have a faith inside to put the dream into the right place

Yes we argued
Yes we fight over things that can be settled done if you touch my jaded eyes, abandoned skin, and lonely heart….
Yes we can endure!!!

Wait for me…
I will learn..
Don’t step your feet..
I will after you…
Please wait for me..
For we have gone and through all those barrier back then..

I know you …
Cause you taught me to..
You will know me..
By the time you see me…

I am not a monster!
I respected you …and still am…
Why in the world I would do anything like yesterday, the day before yesterday, today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow…?????
Why???
Cause I have a faith in you..
And I hope you do too..

Thing’s going to be alright
As you said back than..
Now I am saying back to you..
Thing’s going to be alright…

~kruger~
Saturday, Oct 16.2004