Define the anger...

I am not a high explosive kinda person. But maybe i am sometimes easily burned out. Yesterday I got mad at my house maid over a slight thing yet it wasn't only at her, i mad at my spouse as well and started to cry afterwards. It was silly, i may admit.. But somehow it's a bit hard for me to control my anger, my mood and else.

Today, i read one a story from internet. I ended up in the line of moral messages. It was said:

If next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before you loose your patience with someone you love. Things can be repaired. Hurt feelings often can't

People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

Pause and ponder. Think before you act. Be patient. Forgive and forget.
Love one and all...

~kruger~

Meine Heidy ist krank...

mein beste Freundin ist krank. Ich fühle mich so traurig. Ihre Krankheit ist Brustkrebs und diesmal ist sie auch schwanger...

Gott, bitte geben meiner geliebten Freundin Ihre Gnade.

Zu meiner geliebten Freundin :
hoffe ich, daß du bald besser erhaltst.



~kruger~

Hujan - Hujan dan hujan

Butuh waktu 1 jam dari kebun jeruk ke tanah abang. Di dalam taksi yang dingin dan di antara sekian mobil yang mengantri memasuki setiap ruas jalan, hati dan pikiran jadi ikut - ikutan dingin.

Cobaan tentu masih ada. Kekesalan tentu masih ada. Kebingungan apa lagi, masih menyelimuti. Terduduk kedinginan di ruangan kerja, bingung gimana mau pulang. Gak tau mau ngapain. Semua jadi pertanyaan besar...

Terlebih di kala keaadan seperti awan yang berwarna abu - abu, gak jelas. Beginilah nasib anak baru. Masih banyak pertanyaan yang belum terjawab, sementara waktu terus berlalu.

Kunci sabar. Iya, udah tau sih.

Kenapa gue bisa ada di "sini" yah?
Hujan terus hadir. Bukan hanya air, tapi sejuta pertanyaan.
Mungkin kalau "Kenikmatan Sinar Matahari" hadir, semua jawaban akan terlihat dan tercerna.

Tapi apakah "Kenikmatan Sinar Matahari, bisa mengusir hujan pertanyaan dan kebingungan?

ya...Hujan, hujan dan hujan...
~kruger~

where's your passion in?

What?
What kind of question is that? I murmured.
That question was being asked by my friend.

Well, My passion is in creative field. But lately i realized that i am too much lazy to create something. Too lame. Oh My God.

So where's my passion in? I don't know...
Maybe i am not focused in doing things, or maybe so many intersections in my brain, which confusing me..

So, while the calendar is still viewing january, then maybe i could add the big agenda to my resolution to this year, which is "BE MORE FOCUSED"

"Steigen Ihre Flügel an, lassen sie entdecken, was die Wahrheit des Lebens ist"

~kruger~

a charmed bangle

I accidentally visited a website which belongs to someone "in the past". Then when I click its home page, i was astonished by this person look. Actually it's not about the look, hehehe. But the bangle this person wore took my attention.

I gave that bangle to that person long before we stop contacted each other..
Well, This person still wear that bangle. Hmmm

~kruger~

A New Path

on last friday i received a phone call from K*****. He asked me to come to his office. I went thereafter. initially i thought that my script was approved, and they took my script.

It turned out to be a bigger news than that. He offered me to join to his company. I certainly surprise! He didn't give me much time to think as I gladly said YES!!

He offered me the job I always wanted before!!! But i never thought this job would landed to my lap this easily, for somehow i have a fear to imagine it. I met the director and negotiate the salary and things else.

Now, i am sitting in my own room!! My own room!! Oh my God. I never even dare to imagine I will have my own room. This is literally my own room! I am sitting alone, no one else sits here.....

It's been three days and I am still trying to adapt to this new environtment.
I really love this job!!! Really!!
I hope i can prove that I deserve this and i am gonna do the best, TO THE FULLEST!!!

Not to forget: Thank you God...Thank you.. ..
Afterall....eventually...


~kruger~